2004-12-21 - 12:26 p.m.
I am determined to be less vague. This is mine. I worry too much.
It's interesting, the kind of events that can take place, just lying in your bed late at night with a phone pressed to your ear. So many different things.
I am now rinsing in 3's, but I have stopped getting up three times to readjust the openness level of my bedroom door at night, and nearly have stopped checking the bolt on the front door more than once or twice. I hope that that part of my life will continue to improve, however slightly. Every little bit helps. Two and a half months until insurance. And it is encouraging that after just a few weeks the checking is improving. Maybe stress brings it out, and the getting rid of stress squashes those behaviors dead.
SQUASH.
About fifty million people want to see me in the week between Christmas and New Year's. Or maybe ten, but that is still a huge jump in my social life. A ninety percent jump, I'd say. I feel very loved and very annoyed that I have to work the majority of that time.
I spent part of my morning cleaning out my inbox, creating folders, shuffling emails from one place to another, wondering if such an email should be put under one folder or if it should have its very OWN folder. I got my inbox down to only two emails. It's hot.
It is sad that this was what I accomplished at work this morning.
Oh, no, I found the town's juvenile officer, too. I will be working with him. And there are those meetings this afternoon with the schools.
Juvenile officers totally balance out re-organizing your email account.
Toootally.
adjectives on the typewriter he moves his words like a prizefighter the frenzied pace of the mind inside the cell
Have you guys heard about AWOL, the machine that turns alcohol into a vapor you inhale, to get drunk more quickly without that annoyance of, um, drinking? I don't think it's totally approved yet (and don't really think it should be, it seems sketchy. The alcohol goes straight to your brain and your liver can't flush out the toxins) but the marketing plan involves advertising it as a low-carb way to get drunk.
GREAT.
